Spending my day watching Adventure Time and working on finishing some portraits and starting some sketches.
I like to be affectionate. I like to be unnecessarily close to people. I prefer good hugs over high fives any day. I like to sit close to others on the sofa while watching movies. I subconsciously cuddle with others even if they don’t want me to. I just really like skin-ship.
I love learning things about my family. About my grandparents and great grandparents. About who they were, what things they did, what they were like. The things they got to experience. They things they did and the things they lived through are things I will never get to experience. It’s always interesting to hear what their lives were like.
T.O.P - Big Bang
Drawing from early last week. Not quite as accurate as I was hoping it to be but it’s not awful right?
Ahhh~! For the first time in a long time things will be looking up for me. Starting in roughly a month, I will be on my way to where I want to go. I feel like I will be receiving a fresh start half way through the year. Wahh! You must work hard to get what you want but don’t forget to play along the way.
Midnight Thoughts
Thinking about how you wish your life was, where you wish you were, who you wish you were instead of who you really are, is a sure fire way to self destruct.
To: Mom
I know I am not the easiest to deal with, that I complain about your cooking, that I whine when I have to do laundry or spend time with my sisters. I know that I complain every time I have to go to work or do homework. I know that I whined every single day that I had to help you with your job so you could help the family. But, most of all, I know that I would have no idea what to do without my silly, k-pop loving, boy band dancing, foreign moving watching, coffee crazy mother. I love you. Happy Mother’s Day.
I always seem to let my emotions get the best of me at late hours like this. I don’t know why I do this to myself but for some odd reason, I can’t stop. Maybe it’s to fill the emptiness. Or maybe I am simply not as happy as I pretend to be.
(via jinkisses)
I have done nothing all day other than eat, shower, watch Game of Thrones, cry, and cry a little more. Oh well. I have all day tomorrow to be productive. Or not.
